A tear’s a tear

A tear’s a tear

Each feel the same

Be them tears of joy

Or tears of pain

Tears are the release

Of what’s pent up inside

And the body doesn’t know

Nor can it decide

For even expressing

What feels wonderfully good

Stirs up emotions

Often misunderstood

Pain and struggles

Joy and grief

Are met in tears

As emotions release

The outward appearance

Says we must be sad

But every tear’s

Isn’t always bad

Tears are the steam

That let energy out

Like the boiling kettle

Of a teapot spout

Good or bad

Even in between

Tears release

What no eye has seen

They hurt, yet heal

Often misunderstood

Seen as painful

Yet can-do healing good

Years of tears

Pent up inside

Being released

So no longer reside

The pain of each

And every tear

Has introduced freedoms

As I confronted each fear

Tears are always

What they seem

They can unfold healing

The year haven’t seen

So do not worry

And do not fret

For God still catches

Each tear you shed

So, cry the cry

Release the pain

Let loose the tear

So healing is gained

Wish and a Prayer

“Some only see a weed; others see a wish” unknown

Could it be a WISH and a PRAYER are the same thing, just spoken in different languages of the heart.

Prayers

You can’t pray for patience without expect reasons to wait

You can’t ask for healing

Without feeling the wound

You can’t understand peace

Without knowing the war

You can’t embrace acceptance

Without having been rejection

You can’t appreciate wealth

Not having gone without

You don’t understand wisdom

Until you’ve been with a fool

You don’t comprehend laughter

Until you’ve cried real tears

You can’t cherish friends

Until you’ve been alone

You can’t appreciate quiet

Until you’ve been silenced

You won’t cherish a hug

Until no arms hold you

A tune holds no rhythm

If you don’t learn to dance

A song can’t be sung

Until imagination feels

You can’t celebrate freedom

Until you’ve felt bound

You can’t long for heaven

Until you’ve seen hell

Light won’t brighten your path

Until you’ve been in the dark

And

You can’t understand love

Without knowing hate

Everything has a purpose,

a reason and a rhyme

It all comes together when we give it time

I am Judy

I am Judy

I am everything

And nothing

You’d ever expect

I may surprise you

Or

Disappoint you

But

I will keep you on your toes.

I’m more open than most

And that

Is scary in itself

But I will not

Lie to look good for you

Or deny

Any of my flaws

I am an open book

And you can read me easily

You will know my tender side

But see my fury

In a heartbeat too

I am Judy

I am all I know how to be

And while sometimes disappointed

I’m still really glad

I’m me

Carnival Ride

Do you ever feel seasons in your life like it’s a carousel going round and round, up and down?   Just asking for things to slow down enough so you can jump off?  But then you find you landed you on a roller coaster and things sped up with twists and turns you didn’t see coming? …that about sums up my life right now.  Looking for ways to enjoy this ride even though it honestly scares the heck out of me.

The Lord has never promised us EASY, but a life with purpose and hope. Sometimes it’s the consequences of our choices that take us into chaotic life patterns. But in the end, when we seek the Lord, every up and down can be used for something worthwhile and our trial becomes our testimony, our brokenness, our blessings.

Yes, sometimes the carnival rides of life can feel more like a haunted mansion but trust the process and recognize when the Lord is telling to jump off the ride, change directions, or embrace the lesson to be used later.


Som

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